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Saturday, December 05, 2009

eventually.....

i got a chance to renew my xanga...

this academic year..very very busy...

busy with homework,revision..etc....

*sigh..

i feel so bad these days..

coz some bug thing has happened...

though it was over...

but then .....

anyway...i think it will be fine...

***

the al is coming...

but then..i find that i have n ot get well prepared for it!!!

god knows how it will turn out@@

***

got tonnes of things want to share with u guys..

but then,.....

too many things i want to shrea but too little time i got...

anyway...let me summarize wt i have come across in these few months...

my desk is always filled with books which r waiting for me to revise....

god damn it!!!

countless of past paper i have to do...

but then i just did a very few of them so far...

i think my life at this stage is very dull.....

and ...


Thursday, July 23, 2009

the above pictures....wonderful~!!!

got a great night with u guys....

somethign i want to note dwon...

i should spend more time chatting wiht my fds..

but as u all knows...

i just so fond of singing...

when it comes to singing...

there will be nothing else expcert k songs...

haha...

just forgive me *ignore *  u guys~!!!

***

i want to have more gathering u guys again~!!!!!!!

***
JULY 23...
 
happy birthday ...
 
 C.T.Y.
 
 
 


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

i dont know how to express my feelings in words..

very disspointed on wt u have done...

i am sorry..

i cannot forgive u this time...

coz it really makes me angry..

***

hopeless....

***


Sunday, July 19, 2009

始終一天

始終一天 我會放過自己
始終一天 我會甘心接受不會被愛
Woo... 始終一天我有勇氣不欺騙自己
(愛 始終一天你會發覺我還愛得起)

你會羞愧自責不珍惜我
想東想西想你定能想清楚
我也不再在意我應得到幾多
忘掉你 結了瘡疤
心魔放開 隨便作樂
隨便相愛 決心不會一改再改

***
The Best is Yet to Come

永遠有一個吻未嘗 有些燭光未燃亮
若愛太苦要落糖 結它斷線亦無恙
To hug someone to kiss someone
The best is yet to come

若要錯失永不能守 得到也不代表長久
假使快樂有盡頭 痛苦也未會不朽
寂寞半點假如不能承受 這生命注定過得不易
笑與淚 亦有時候

To hug someone to kiss someone
The best is yet to come

若你說不再聽情歌 不想再經歷這漩渦
假使抱住你拳頭 到底也沒法牽手
就是為了追求一時平靜
將感情隔離半點感動都扼殺
沒法承受

永遠有不妥協傷口 有些憾事不放手
若你太刻意淡忘 越會補不到缺口

Why don't you just hug soneone just kiss someone
The best is yet to come

最好的尚未來臨

***

為何要落淚 落淚仍要一個面對 無謂的負累
怎麼不忍失去
 其實我不怪誰 在你掌心裡
偏偏我要孤單的寄居
* 為何要恐懼 寂寞時欠一個伴侶 甜蜜中受罪
怎麼講都不對 無論你想愛誰 在你掌握裡
我熱情隨時在手裏
# 誰也知 夜夜與她那內情 可惜我瞎了眼睛
真相 那須說明 而我卻哼不出半聲
誰也知 夜夜與她那內情 甘心去做你佈景
得到 你的愛情 還要再得到你任性
Repeat *,#,#
一切 原是注定 因我跟你都任性

***

從未將你的貼相 從右翻至左欣賞
從未躺進髮上 貼身搔癢 怎會當尋常
從未聽你的拇指 撩動花瓣的聲響
從未真正放手 所以以為 擁抱會漫長

償還過 才如願 要是未曾償清這心願
星不會轉 謊不會穿 因此太希罕繼續相戀
償還過 才情願 閉著目承認故事看完
甚麼都不算甚麼 即使你離得多遠 也不好抱怨

從未等你的眼睛 從夢中看到甦醒
從未跟你暢泳 怎麼知道 高興會忘形
從未跟你飲過冰 零度天氣看風景
從未攀過雪山 所以以為 天會繼續晴

***

不要迷信情變等於燈滅
不要含淚直到與他肯定再不相見
愛恨無須壯烈
 不隨便狂熱
不要迷信汗腺滲出綺麗
不要虔誠直到懂得怎樣去愛魔鬼
(把)紀念留給下世 不對別人發誓

和誰亦記得 不能容他寵壞
不要對他倚賴 感情隨他出賣 若你喜歡猶大
示愛不宜抬高姿態 不要太明目張膽崇拜
一字記之曰...談情不似遊街
為這為那談情為了 享受
為你為我為何為他 忍受

***

半途而廢

要不痛痛快快地哭個夠
要不乾脆向他低頭
別再苦苦壓抑心裡的痛

渾渾噩噩愛過又算什麼
貪圖快樂等於墮落
你說一生不是為愛而活

別搪塞藉口
到最後反反覆覆忙忙碌碌
辛辛苦苦不知為了什麼


半途而廢 你無所謂
少了自由怎能海闊天空
真是 自作自受自憐

半途而廢 你不後悔
義無反顧 斷了退路
還談什麼幸福 你又何苦


Friday, July 10, 2009

god damn it !!!!

i made u angry again...

i have no cconfidence this time...

as i am just such a unforgivable person......

i feel so bad these days...

anyway...i dont want to talk too much on it...

***

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you



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