thing become more serious.. and i did one thing yesterday..i dont know whether it is right or wrong.. but i just did it.. i tried to break the reletionship between us.... i want to let u know how i feel.. i dont want it goes any further.. but i feel a bit regret on wt i have said... i can only choose among 2 options.. actually,some time...i just dont know wt i am doing so far... maybe i did quite a lot of stupid things... maybe some of them r unforgiveable... if u choose not to forgive me... then maybe it is gd for me in long run.. but in the short term..it is definitely a curse to me... we should stop here?? or keep it going...god knows... i am not tough enough to resist u... u r such a big magnet which to attract me to ur side... i do want to know whether u listened to wt i said yesterday.. i am confused....... does anyone can tell me the answer.... i should giive myself a break... *** i got a nightmare.. i am sorry... i should not say i will give up the close relationship we r holding right not... t.jeff...sorry!!! *** should i forgive him??? wt i m doing so far??
am i crazy??
or..maybe i should give us a time a rethink it... otherwise i will go crazy.... ** fuck!!! i brought a pair of sandal from roxy yesterday.... damn it... no more shopping!!!!!!!! | 
